Sunday, July 4, 2010

On my mind, Constantly

Here lately I have had someone on my mind, constantly. I go to bed thinking about them, wake up thinking about them...almost every second of everyday I think about them. I remember the times we had, all the fun. All the times we laughed, talked, and just sat in silence-just being with each other....it was wonderful. But they are on my mind alot. This person doesn't know that I care this much. At one point along time ago, I cared for this person a lot. Things were complicated then, and I got scared of what would happen, so, I stopped it. Back then what was happening was wrong for me at the time...and I think I was hurting others in this time. I felt like a terrible person. These days, I am talking to this person every so often and I am right back where I was a few years ago. I wonder if things would have worked then, if not, would they work now? I think I would like to try and see. But how do I tell this person that. I don't want to get my heart broken but I don't want things to go unsaid. I am scared to tell this person anything of that sort. I have always like this person and never really go the chance to see how things would go with us, but now will it be the same. How would I tell this person I want a chance? This person makes me nervous anyway...always has. But in a good way. Maybe things will turn out ok....whatever it may be. Just going to keep on praying and believeing that things are going to turn out ride-whatever God's will may be.

Happy 4th of July! Don't forget our soliders who fought for our freedom! Don't forget freedom comes through salvation of christ!

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