Love is amazing but sometimes it Hurts

Love that is ture and pure, some people spend their whole life looking for it. Well I found it at the young age of 22. But for some reason this love has been temporarily put on hold, I guess I could say. This guy is so amazing and our love for each other is so true, pure, and everlasting that I know that I cannot just get over this. We have not been together for almost 2 months which seems like a lifetime. I miss him more everyday and my love for him has grown also. He says we need sometime because of things that have happened and I agree maybe this is best. But I keep thinking how long is this going to be. Its been almost 2 months, is it going be a few more weeks, a month, 3 months, a year. All I know is that I lay down every night praying that I can one day soon be back in his arms. I took so many of the little things for granite. We had 30 min. dinners twice a week which is usally the only time we saw each other and i complained that I wanted more and now I miss them and would do anything to have them back. I would do anything to go back in time and fix this somehow, so that I could have him back. Right now we have agreed not to talk and this is the hardest thing I've ever had to do. I constantly think about him, what he is doing, if he is thinking about me, and when is he coming back. I am praying all the time that is would be by the end of the month. I need him in my life. Everything was happier and lighter when I had him. He was a strength that I needed. He was alot stronger than me and even though we were so different he is my other half. Right now he is so mean to me and this is not like him. When I try to speak to him he just ignores me and brushes off the fact that I love him. I don't think he loves me anymore. This hurts worse than anything Ive ever experienced before. To love someone who doesn't even want to care or love you back is the worst thing to feel. I'm trying to be strong and keep faith that he will love me again one day but today the faith and reality of that happening seems so small. I just keep praying for a soft spot to come into his heart for me that he will know that he does love me and does want to be with me. I miss him so much but yet all the feelings I have for him are not returned for some reason. I just want to feel normal with him again. It hurts to be without him...but he still doesn't care. He is fine without me and probably always will be. Me not so much. He completes me, he is my other half, and he has my heart.