Life is full of confusing, pain, and hurt, then all this can be covered by love. Love is something that can shake a person to the core. I have been shaken and I thought it would never happen to me. Just a short time ago, I was in so much pain because of a certain person and I was so confused about what was going to happen in my life. Then all of a sudden this man walks into my life and picks me up. I do not think he realizes that he saved me from losing who I was. He saved me from buying into this lie I was being told. He makes me so very happy and I cannot help but smile when I think about him, see him smile or even talk to him. He makes my heart feel whole again. He makes me feel as if I can let my breath go and keep on breathing, keep living for something, for someone...for him. It amazes me that I finally found someone who cares just as much for me as I do for them. I want him to know that I love him more than he could ever think possible. He has helped me find myself again. I can finally feel again. I numbed myself not to feel, so it would not hurt, but it always seemed that some feeling creeped in. But this man stepped in my life so unexpectedly and wiped the smudge off the window to let the sunshine in. He saved me from darkness and he does not even know this. We have had things that have tried to tear us apart and I have almost walked away due to these things, but I decided he was worth fighting for. I know in the future things will try to tear us apart but our love will keep us bound together. I want to keep this feeling forever. He is the one I want forever. I want to keep the the sunshine in my life.
